FEBRUARY YOU ABSOLUTELY STRIPPED ME!!! It’s true!!!
The entire month of February saw me stripped of absolutely everything! Money, friends, titles, comfort, health - like literally everything!!!
And now I can see why!
I had been holding onto things that were draining the crap out of me, so I was stripped of it so uncomfortably! Even my money... I was locked out of my bank accounts to the point, where I literally had no money to buy dinner one night.
I had people telling me that I was out of alignment, I lost friendships and I had people that didn’t like me.
It all felt really too much at times, It was a serious WTF IS HAPPENING month!
I swear I cried most nights and that’s not even like me.
So I said ENOUGH!!!
Enough to putting so much pressure on myself.
Enough of being so attached to everything.
Enough of trying to please everyone.
Enough of being someone else and clinging onto things that were pulling me out of alignment!
I had been putting off releasing my own collection for so long and I had been putting off stepping into more of what I was meant to be doing because I was scared. Well let me tell ya...if your scared of it, wait until your stripped of it! 😂
So for a week, I removed my titles and took time out to figure out exactly what I wanted.
I got so clear with my vision again and reconnected, re-evaluated and reclaimed my path.
I’m still on the journey called life just like you, but often we can get easily side tracked off the path by external factors and feel ‘lost’. I was searching for things and clinging onto people to make me feel like home, when home was inside of my all along, I just wasn’t connected to it.
I want you to know that your not actually lost. Your right where you are meant to be, because that feeling you have right now, is causing you to re-evaluate your life and reconnect with yourself again.
Home is inside of you and it always has been.
So yep! February I actually love that you stripped me of everything.
I learned to appreciate every dollar, every connection, every breath.
It was just what I needed, to find that home is inside of me, wherever I am and that I’m perfectly imperfect without all of the titles, stuff and BS, even learning to love my body, which is a big deal for me!
Really all we need to be, is just ourselves and to love ourselves for exactly who we are! ♥️